i was chatting with ppl juz now when i recieved a gd nitez sms from desmond. his msg brought me back to our sec sch days. haha..it brought back so much memories. even though i dun really talk to des[my 'son'], i kinda miss those times juz listening to him and steph talk abt soceer and times teasing him abt 'cable car'. then i tot abt lydia and steph..recess time, lesson time, walking to the bus stop. miss lao sun and jing teaching me math and listening them talk abt music and lesson stuff. i even miss isaac and karwoon. gosh..i miss them like hell. juz thinking abt it juz makes me feel so sad..i'm tearing already. so much things happening at one go really really make my emotions unstable. one moment i'm laughing, the other i'm tearing.

i need time. i need my rest. i need to see them, talk to them. i want to be back in ycs..with them.

i'm feeling sad all over again.
always loved.